I think im really coming back this time lol

ok right now im really feeling shitty so im going to be here a lot more now

why am i feeling so shitty?

so i think most people has felt the feeling of being dumped by a bestfriend or a loved one i guess. the thing that really gets to me is being able to be replaced so easily. right now me and my bestfriend..(we'll see if we stay besties) are having a rough patch.

I feel like everything about her annoys me!!

i feel like shes so obsessed with being popular and hanging out with new people shes forgeting about me. im not the jealous type so i dont mind her hangin out with other people cause so am i but even if we hang out with other peopleee she shouldn't walk past me in the hallways..or not even invite me to hang out with her anymore.

Ive done so much for this girl and i feel like im getting the short end of the stick because i feel like i dont get that back from her. she feels as if shes a very good friend to me but i beg to differ. idk we'll just have to wait and see how things go.

Another thing i confronted her about it and i told her hey like your having out with (lets call her Xe) Xe all day everyday and you never invite me and shes all like fine when i hang out with Xe you can come too. like wtf bitch im supposely your bestie that means im wifey honey...oh i can come too shut the fuck up
UGHHHHHHH im done